from bed rest to office

17 January 2012: I saw blood :( :( yeah i am bleeding today.. are u ok, dear? did i make u too tired?

we decided directly go to hospital, your daddy also worried so much about you, he went to mom's office, pick me up and we went to hospital to check your condition. I almost cried when i heard your heart beat in the speaker.. The doctor turn on the volume so really i can hear you, baby !! Looks you're fine.. at that time your position in the below part inside the pocket, mom didnt know that you can swim inside, so mom worried so much when i saw you are in below part since last week you were attached upper side inside pocket. Finally some of friends told me that you can swim inside hihihi.. so cute.. :D


Since mom got bleeding, i took rest out from office. Doctor told me to stay at home, actually he asked me to stay in BED, and just walk if wanna take pee or poo kkk.. so from 17 January - 29 January 2012, we were at home, did u feel it when mom sleep more than 8 hour per day... almost i slept a whole day.. eating, watching movie few hour, sleeping, eating again, sleeping again hahaha.. did u feel it?

Anyway everything getting better then.. but nausea, constipation and insomnia still become my style at that time.. everytime mom wanna be angry because that condition, your daddy remind me.. all of that symptom is normal for pregnant woman and it means your baby is growing well inside your womb.. When i heard that, suddenly i feel more relax and i can accept my condition because of you.. yeah we love you, more and more.. grow well, baby :)

30 February 2012: mom is entering office again.. we think you are strong enough inside my womb.. so i decided to go to office, work as usual.. when mom arrive in office, nausea really bothering me, always wanna vomit.. i complained too much, to all.. including your grand ma..i said.. ,"this condition really make me sick, i can not work, i feel tired and so sleepy, and i always wanna vomit and headache!!" i almost crazy think about myself.. until your grandma told me, talk to your baby, and said it..

so mom decided to go to toilet.. rince my face with water..then hold my tummy, try to feel you..then i tried to talk heartly to you.. to beg you help me survive in this condition.. to make mom stronger even should work and drive to go to office.. to make mom survive from this nausea and headache..please.. you can sleep during i work in office, baby.. sleep well during i work, but please wake up and eat when mom eat something, ok? Mom eat more food for you.. so please eat it, dont make your mom become fat otherwise your dad will hate me, ok? deal ?

hmmmmm..  i took really deep breath and went back to my seat.. yeah i feel little bit better..
i guess you are understand what did i say kkk..

good baby :)
so here we are now.. already almost 1 week we are working. mom always drive car alone for go and back to office-home.. even your dad asked me to hire driver.. i think both of us still can handle it, cann't we? it's better i save more money for buying you more clothes and toys rather than paying driver kkk.. so hold on and grow well inside there.. mom and daddy love you so much !! This weekend we'll meet doctor to check you, we hope you already big enough and strong enough to shake your hand to us.. :D

lots of love dear :)
mom
7 Feb 2012